Date: Fri, 24 Jan 2020 16:08:54 +0100 (CET)
From: chaosmode00@tutanota.com
Subject: Summer Games Part 3

Summer Games
Part 3
Chaosmode


Introduction: First as usual this is a work of fiction.

This is part 3 of the story, things pick up here a lot more than in part
2. I have begun finishing the story and I might have to split it into 5
parts as its taking me a bit longer to get to the ending that I wanted.
Again I hope everyone is enjoying this and please let me know your thoughts
as those are the best way for me to judge if this is working for others or
not.  Thanks for reading.

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Twelve


	Aiden woke up early Wednesday morning, he rolled over in his bed
and lay there looking up at the ceiling it was about eight in the morning,
he usually slept later but he was so excited that he his plan had
worked. In fact it had worked better than he had thought it would because
last night after he asked his mom if he could have James take him to the
book fair his mom had talked to James and then she said that he could but
then as he had cheered about it and hugged her his mom had said, "I hadn't
planned on doing this until you were in seventh grade and could take
electives but this is probably a better time if you're going to be going
places sometimes with James."

	She had handed him a cellphone then.  Nothing fancy just a basic
android smartphone that had a decent camera and that she had put on her
account Aiden though looking at it holding it said, "for me? Really?  I
don't have to keep borrowing yours?"

	His mom had smiled and put her arm around his shoulders and said,
"yes, consider it an early birthday gift.  The only caveat is that you
cannot bring it to the dinner table and I want you to use it if you're
uncomfortable with James today. If he makes you do something you don't like
Aiden I want to know about it.  Also if you get lost from him at the book
fair or if you come up with some other idea that you can convince him or me
to let you do this will help with that too."

	So that was how Aiden got his first cellphone. That morning as he
woke up he found the phone on his night stand and looked at it, he wanted
to give James his number, maybe that would be really cool so that he could
find more ways to interact with James.  The only contact in his phone right
now was his mom but he quickly added in the number for Voltage Games just
because he knew it.  He got up in his bed and went into the bathroom, using
it then taking a quick shower.  He was getting out of the shower in just
his briefs and pajama bottoms when his doorbell rang.

	Aiden went to the door not thinking about grabbing a shirt as he
opened it and saw James standing there.  He saw James' eyes roam over him
and he flushed a bit and said, "let me get dressed!" James only nodded and
Aiden took off running back to his bedroom.  He wanted to just stay at his
house but he also knew that James was afraid of that.  He had a feeling
that James was going to make him go to the book fair because James was that
kind of a person.

	He pulled on one of his Zelda tee-shirts and a pair of shorts along
with his socks.  He wanted back into the living room to get his shoes,
stopped about halfway down the hall and went back into his bedroom because
he remembered his new gift.  He put it in his pocket and went back out
again.  James was sitting on the couch as Aiden got his shoes and he sat
down next to him on the couch as James said, "I don't like you lying to
your mom..."

	Aiden had known it.  He said, "I know, I don't like lying to her
either but I want more time with just you and me..."

	James nodded and touched his shoulder, "I know you do Aiden and I
do too... so we'll go to the book fair first, get an early lunch then go
back to my place.  Your mom wants you home by six so lets get a move on."
He stood up as Aiden finished tying his shoes and stood up with him.

	As they were getting into James' car Aiden said, "oh and my mom got
me this as an early birthday gift so I need your phone number... if that's
okay?"  He showed James his cellphone and James chuckled a bit but agreed
giving Aiden his number which Aiden programed in like he had Voltage Games
and his mom too.  Then he texted James with a simple hi.

	As they were driving to the library James said, "how did you know
about this book fair?"

	Aiden shrugged, "looked it up on my mom's phone on Monday.  I tried
to figure out ways that we could have time alone and then I saw the book
fair email from the library that my mom and I have library cards at.  So I
thought at most we could spend the day at the library and then get food and
stuff."

	James looked over at him at the red light and then sighed, "I
didn't know you were so clever."

	Aiden shrugged, "you said you wanted to have ways to be alone
together and I wanted to as well so I thought about things."

	James nodded and pulled into the library parking lot as he again
turned to look at Aiden, "Look, the simple truth is Aiden I'm fine if all
we do is stuff like this.  You don't owe me more than just us hanging out."

	Aiden flushed a bit and said, "I know, but I want more.  You told
me I could think about it, and those good feelings you gave me
yesterday... what it entails. I want to feel it again."

	He saw James swallow a bit and then he put his hand on Aiden's
shoulder and squeezed it a bit, "no rush okay Aiden.  We'll talk about it
at my apartment in a bit okay?"  Aiden nodded and they got out of the car
going into the library.  As they went through the book fair he got a few
things that he could get with the money his mom gave him and even checked
out a book.  James got some stuff too and then they went to McDonald's
across from the library for an early lunch before going back to James'
apartment.

	Aiden had been thinking about this all night long while playing
Final Fantasy.  The whole idea of it was that he wanted those good feelings
again.  It was more than that James had given him an orgasm, more than that
he could give them again.  He wanted to be with James because he realized
he liked him.  He liked as well that James liked him too.  He sort of
understood after talking with James on Saturday and also their time
together on Monday what it all entailed now.  James was physically
attracted to Aiden's body, but his feelings for Aiden weren't only about
his body.

	For Aiden it was different and he knew that it was.  He wasn't
physically attracted to James.  Well that wasn't really a hundred percent
true.  Looking at James he did find that James was nice to look at.  He was
Aiden supposed good looking, though really Aiden didn't see it that way.
He saw James as someone who wanted to take care of him and make him feel
good.  He figured that James could look anyway as long as he was nice to
Aiden he would like him.  Though it did help he realized as he walked with
James up to his apartment that he liked how James looked.

	The apartment was quiet when they walked into it and James said,
"we'll go back in my room."  They walked through the apartment and went
back into the back which was where James' bedroom was.  The bed was made
though it looked hastily done.  James had a computer desk with a computer
on it with a really nice monitor and he had a large television in the other
corner with a few game systems hooked up to it.  There was a gaming chair
that looked really comfortable as well in front of the television.  James
sat down in the chair and Aiden sat down on the bed not sure what to do
honestly.


*


	James wasn't sure how to proceed now, Aiden was there in his
bedroom, in his apartment and it was barely eleven-thirty, that meant that
they had a whole afternoon still till five when he needed to get Aiden
home.  That was five hours, five wonderful hours.  His roommate Kyle wasn't
even do home till ten tonight as he had taken two shifts at his job since
he was taking the weekend off to go see his girlfriend who lived two cities
over.  James looked over at Aiden sitting on his bed and swallowed his
desires.  He wanted to just pick the boy up and lay him back on that bed
and touch every inch but James knew that would be a mistake.

	Instead he settled on simple idea, "here, we'll go sit in the
living room and watch a movie."  He stood up and walked over to his stand
of movies and went through them. He finally picked Big Hero 6 and said, "I
think you'll like this one."  He put the movie in the system and turned it
on as he sat on the couch and Aiden sat next to him.  As the movie started
James debated on moving closer or not. He wanted to put his arm around
Aiden to hold the boy to him but he was also afraid of stepping over
Aiden's personal space.

	As the movie got to the scene where the brother died Aiden moved a
bit over and rested his head on James' side. James moved putting his arm
around the boy and Aiden said, "you didn't say it was a sad movie."

	James stroked his shoulder, "its not, just watch it gets really
good."  Aiden nodded and moved in a bit more.  The boy snuggled there on
his side and his one hand rested on James' stomach as he watched the movie.
He did laugh at the following scenes and really started to get into the
movie.  Feeling a small ten year old pressed to his side did distract James
a bit from the movie. He slowly started stroking Aiden's shoulder and upper
arm about halfway through the movie.

	He kissed the top of Aiden's head close to the end of the movie
when the boy sniffled a bit and Aiden looked up at him, then he moved
surprising James when he slipped on his lap facing him.  "W-would you kiss
me again James?"

	James could feel his penis rising between him and Aiden in his
jeans as he said, "do you want me to kiss you again?"  Aiden nodded and
James used his thumb to stroke the boys cheek while holding his jaw.  He
was so beautiful, just the right youthfulness, his prepubescence on display
even on his face, but he was old enough that he could fully understand and
consent as far as James was concerned.  He knew that most of society didn't
think a boy this age could but James knew they could. Aiden was flushed
just a bit as James leaned over and lightly kissed his lips.  It was a soft
gentle kiss just his lips touching the young boys.  He rested a hand on the
back of Aiden's head as he let his tongue gently press to the lips which
Aiden opened.

	The boy tasted of McDonald's as he ran his tongue across Aiden's
tongue, slowly twisting and teasing it.  He moved his hand down sliding it
over the ten year olds soft smooth back through his tee-shirt.  The Zelda
shirt was a blend of blues and whites, with the character of Link on the
front of it with a bow.  Under the cloth of the shirt James could feel the
warmth of Aiden's skin, the almost four and a half foot tall boy was the
same height as James on his knees facing him. James leaned back on the
couch fully pulling Aiden with him so that the boy was sort of resting on
him.

	James moved again so that he could lay flat on the couch pulling a
couch pillow under his head as he lay with Aiden on top of him.  The
preteen was getting good at kissing.  The movie was reaching the end of its
credits on the screen but Aiden and James were in their own world
now. Their tongues playing war, James' hands on Aiden's slender
backside. He could feel one of Aiden's hands on his shoulder, the other one
was actually on his cheek as James continued to rub Aiden's' back.

	The preteen pressed a bit to him and broke their kiss, on his lower
stomach James could feel the boys erection, it had grown during their
kissing.  Aiden with a flushed face said, "c-could you make that part of me
feel good again?"

	James smiled a bit, stroking Aiden's back under his shirt now.  His
skin was so soft and wonderful, as he had imagined a boy this age would be
and was so glad to find that he was right.  "Do you want me to?"  Aiden
nodded and James said, "could I try doing it a different way today?"

	Aiden said, "what way?"

	James wanted to see the boy, he wanted to see that little bit of
Aiden but he also didn't want to rush him or make him uncomfortable.  "I
want to take your shorts off, rub you through your underwear."  Aiden still
studied him and James said, "If you're not..."

	Aiden flushed and said, "you really want to see my underwear?"
James nodded and Aiden said, "okay and then you'll give me those feelings
again?"

	James laughed and said, "you sure are a demanding ten year old."

	Aiden said, "s-should I not want it?  I thought..."

	James stroked his cheek again, "I was messing with you Aiden."  He
kissed the boys nose once and then said, "here, lets go in my bedroom now."
Aiden slipped off of him and walked with him back to his bedroom.  He
started to get up on the bed but James said, "stand here for me."  Aiden
stood and James went on his knees before the boy.  His face was about even
with Aiden's chest with him on his knees and the boy standing.  He put his
hands on Aiden's waist and stroked up over his sides again this time under
the shirt which made it bunch up a bit and show off the lower part of his
stomach.

	James found the button on Aiden's shorts and undid it.  Aiden put
his hand on top of James' own and James stopped before putting his fingers
on the zipper.  He looked up at Aiden, the boy with flushed cheeks softly
said, "why do you want to see my underwear?"

	James moved his hand off of the shorts, keeping his eyes on the
young boys, "because I really want to see what is inside your underwear but
I also want to see what it looks like when its inside the underwear.  If
you're not comfortable with it Aiden that's okay...."

	Aiden shook his head, "no its just a bit strange to me that you
want to see my underwear but now that you're telling me you want to see
what I look like in them I understand that..."  He stopped talking and
James nodded before going back to putting his fingers on the boys shorts.
He found the zipper again and then slowly pulled it down.  He put his hands
on the boys dark black shorts and slowly pulled them down to Aiden's
ankles.  He still wore his sneakers as well but Jame was more focused on
the boy himself at the moment.

	His eyes went over Aiden's little legs, loving the look of the
preteen boys skinny legs which were long despite his short size.  There was
no hair on the boys legs, his eye roamed up over them to the boys middle.
The briefs that Aiden wore were a dark blue with a dark black trim around
the edges, it was the shape inside of them though that James was curious
about.  The briefs were tight constraining what was in them as James
studied.  He could make out the shape really well, Aiden had perhaps
softened a bit during the times between kissing and now.

	Still with the boys legs closed though not meeting each other it
did make the bulge in the briefs stand out more.  There was a little ball
at the bottom that he knew was the preteen boys ball sack, the way that it
pressed to the briefs was delightful.  The shaft was clear as well though
as he looked at it he could see that it was starting to soften.  He looked
at Aiden, "if this isn't comfortable let me know..."

	Aiden nodded and bit his bottom lip but there was trust in his eyes
and James wasn't going to betray that trust.  He gently ran a finger over
the sack touching it a bit as he did he felt it constrict and he instead
ran his finger along the little shaft in the briefs.  Aiden breathed in and
James rubbed it again as he did he felt the shaft shift and start to grow
again.  Aiden was clearly feeling nice from the touch.  James rubbed it
again with his fingers.  He realized as it grew that it was bigger than he
had thought it would be.

	He rubbed it once more, stroking the length through the tight
briefs realizing that Aiden was a bit more than three inches in length and
it was all constrained a little uncomfortably in the briefs the boy wore.
He pulled his fingers back and looked at Aiden, "I know its a lot to ask
and you can say no...but I'd like to take off your briefs too..."

	Aiden swallowed, "y-you want to see my penis?"

	James rested his hands on Aiden's sides stroking them, "I do Aiden
but only if you want me to. I just think it will make it easier for me to
make you feel good."

	Aiden flushed again but said, "okay. I do trust you James."

	James nodded and said, "here sit on the bed."  Aiden got up on the
bed and James on his knees still picked up one of Aiden's feet, pulling his
sneaker off and then the other one as well so that he could get the boys
shorts off too.  Aiden watched him as James again ran his hands along the
boys legs, stroking them coming back up slowly to the briefs.  The ten year
olds package was more obvious with him sitting and James swallowed as he
realized what he was about to see.  What he had desired to see since the
first time he realized that he wanted little boys.

	He stroked the elastic band and gently pulled at it, "lift your
butt for me." Aiden did and James pulled at the briefs getting them down
Aiden's legs.  The boy came into view as he sat down and James swallowed
back his sudden desire to just lean over and suck all of Aiden into his
mouth.  The elastic band of the briefs had left a mark on his delicate skin
right below his belly button, the skin there was soft and smooth, and the
little bit of him that was his privates was where James focused the most.

	Aiden's legs were closed which sort of pressed and made the sack
more obvious, his eyes roamed up from there over the shape of Aiden's
penis.  It was thin, easily he could pull that whole thin little thing into
his mouth along with the boys balls perhaps.  The head was hidden behind
the foreskin, seeing that the boy was uncut thrilled James, it was how he
imagined and wished all little boys were.  The little shaft was about three
inches, perhaps a bit more, it was pointing at Aiden's chin just sitting
there sticking up.

	James swallowed his desires, studying the length.  He rested a
finger on it, feeling the stiffness.  Aiden breathed in and James stood up
as he said, "do you want me to make you feel good now?"  Aiden nodded again
and James could tell that the boy really did want it. He thought about how
to best do it, how to make Aiden feel good but also getting to do more than
just touch the boy as he knew that the kissing and touching together would
both give the preteen the best results.  "here, I'm going to take off your
shirt too..."  Aiden nodded, that wasn't a big deal at all.  James pulled
the shirt up and off and took in the preteens entire naked body now.  "Lay
down on your back on my bed.."  Aiden scooted up onto the bed and lay down
a pillow under his head.

	James swallowed and moved up onto the bed himself laying beside
Aiden.  The preteen looked tiny on James' bed as he studied him.  He could
see each breath that Aiden took. Laying on his back helped make the little
boys erection even more obvious.  It hadn't softened yet this time maybe
because Aiden was anticipating the good feelings.  James rested a hand on
Aiden's stomach and then leaned over to kiss him again.  His hand moved
down lower slowly as he kissed Aiden.  They still had a while till he
needed to get the boy home.

	He let Aiden's tongue play with his own as his hand stroked the
boys soft stomach, moving down lower, feeling his belly button, the soft
smooth skin of his lower stomach.  He found Aiden then, gently circling his
fingers around the boy, pulling at the skin on his erection drawing it
back.  James broke the kiss with Aiden as he gently kissed his neck.  His
fingers were now stroking the length of Aiden's little pole, feeling the
shape of it under his fingers, he looked down at his handy work seeing that
the head was exposed with the skin drawn back.  The little pinkish head
with its little pee-hole just begging. James ran a finger over that hole,
rubbing around it and Aiden gave a small little gasp.


*


	At first when James started to undress him he felt nervous, he had
never let someone not his mom see him naked and even his mom had stopped
seeing him naked a couple of years ago.  So he did feel strange about it
but he knew that James wanted to see him naked. He also desperately wanted
those good feelings again it was kind of like an addiction. Those two
things together made it easy for Aiden to agree to it.  So then he was
laying on James' bed naked with the older adult man kissing his lips, his
hand on his stomach moving down lower and lower.

	Then James' fingers were on his penis, actually stroking his
erection with his fingers. Running along the length of it, stroking the
skin pulling it back revealing the head like Aiden did when he cleaned it
but now it was someone else doing it and doing it while he was erect too.
He felt James' lips now on his neck kissing him from beside him.  His hand
still stroking the length, his lips moved down more, kissing Aiden's
collarbone.  It was a strange feeling realizing that his entire body was
exposed to James.

	He trusted James though, trusted him to not do anything he wasn't
comfortable with.  He was stroking with more pressure now as his lips were
kissing Aiden's neck again.  His fingers rubbing and stroking with expert
precision.  Aiden squirmed a bit, all of the good feelings he had felt the
other day were coming back again but this time there was no fear with them.
He wasn't afraid to let them happen as he knew what they were.  He ran
towards the rise, towards the orgasm this time and his entire body welcomed
it as James stroked his penis, his lips sucking and playing with Aiden's
neck, almost nuzzling him.

	He rode the wave until it finally ended and his entire body fell to
James' bed as he lay there breathing hard and trying to catch his breath.
James' fingers still rested on his erection but then he moved them away
moving up a bit to kiss Aiden on his cheek, then his lips and said, "well?"
Aiden smiled a bit and James surprised him when he gently pulled him into
his arms until he was laying there in James' embrace a smaller spoon held
by the bigger one.

	James found a way to pull the covers over them as well so that
Aiden wasn't cold either.  After a bit of laying like that with James
stroking his stomach but not going any lower and Aiden recovering from the
orgasm softly Aiden said, "you wanted to do more than that didn't you?"

	James stopped rubbing his stomach and said, "don't worry about it
Aiden, there's no reason to rush things, we'll take it as you feel
comfortable."

	Aiden thought about that then said, "what else did you want to do?"

	James he could tell hesitated as he took him a moment to answer,
finally he said, "I wanted to kiss all of your body, suck on your penis,
make you cum in my mouth."

	Aiden flushed at that and said softly, "I'll think about it.
James?"

	"Yes."  He responded while gently kissing the top of Aiden's head.

	"Thank you for not rushing things..."

	James said, "someone who cares about you Aiden won't ever force you
to do things, remember that. Its why I asked you each time if you were
comfortable with it or not, I wanted you to feel safe and loved because I
care about you."

	Aiden thought about that for a bit then said, "can I see you naked
one day too?"

	James said, "do you want to?"

	Aiden turned so that he could look at James, who looked at him too
and he said, "I think I want to yes. I've thought about it for a bit, but I
need to think about it some more.  I know that you like looking at me but I
don't know yet if I..." he stopped and shrugged.

	James touched his cheek, "whatever whenever you're comfortable with
it Aiden."  Again he nodded and James said, "okay lets get you dressed, I
think its time I take you home."

	Aiden sighed, "really?"  James nodded and Aiden slipped out of the
bed.  He felt James' eyes on him as he got dressed.  He actually had never
considered that someone would find him nice to look at.  He always figured
that he was too small and skinny and that girls or boys wouldn't like that.
Though now thinking about it maybe he didn't like girls or boys.

	Maybe he liked older guys like James, or maybe he just knew that
James liked him and that made him like James too.  No it was more than
that, he knew it was.  There was something here that was happening to him
with James that he really liked, and it was more than just the sex stuff.
He was going to have to think on what all these new feelings James was
giving him were and what it all meant too.



Thirteen



	On Thursday he didn't see Aiden at all and James was worried most
of the day that upon reflection Aiden hadn't liked what they had done
despite how good it had felt.  A part of James after dropping Aiden off at
his house had been racked with guilt for what he had done himself.  It had
been everything that he had dreamed of though, touching Aiden, seeing the
boy naked, feeling his erection between his fingers while also making out
with the boy.  Making Aiden orgasm had felt incredible to James and he
wanted more.  He wanted to suck on that little bit of the boy, to let Aiden
perhaps pleasure him as well when the boy was comfortable with that.

	So when Aiden didn't show up on Thursday James did get worried
until about two in the afternoon when his phone notified him that he had a
text message.  It was a simple message from a kid who was just starting to
use a smartphone: mom was home all day, see you tomorrow?  There was even a
little smiley face emoji at the end and James did feel a little
relieved. He did text back: I work till five tomorrow.  There was nothing
after that other than a couple more smiley faces and James had no idea what
that was supposed to entail.

	Friday he opened and usually Friday was one of the busiest days of
the week. Most of the time during the day they spent goofing off but this
Friday there was a tournament at two in the afternoon for Yu-gi-oh trading
card game that Noel and Richard were running.  James didn't know a lot
about the game but he was kind of watching as well as there wasn't really
anyone in the store.  Around eleven was when he saw Aiden come into the
store.

	The boy wore as usual some kind of tee-shirt with a gaming theme on
it, this one was dark blue and he wore shorts that went to almost his knees
but not quite. His dark brown hair as usual looked like he hadn't bothered
to comb it at all. When he saw James he smiled and came over to him.
"guess what?"

	James said, "what?"

	Aiden said, "I got to the world of ruin in final fantasy three and
now I have no idea what to do, oh and Cid died... I guess I fed him some
bad fish."

	James laughed, "yeah, if you feed him the slow ones he dies.  In
the world of ruin you've got to go around and recollect all of your
characters."

	Aiden nodded, "yeah I figured as much."  He stepped closer to James
and took his hand as he said, "um could we get lunch together?"

	James looked down at Aiden, "like a date?"  The ten year old
flushed which was adorable as far as James was concerned.  "Yeah let me
tell Noel and we'll go get some lunch."  He let Noel know that he was going
for his lunch break which was fine with him and he walked with Aiden
towards the car as he said, "do you like Chinese food?"

	Aiden shrugged, "I like it when my mom gets it, like chicken and
rice."

	James nodded and they got into the car.  "Well I was thinking we'd
just go down the street to Panda Express. Its close by."  They arrived and
he let Aiden pick what he wanted he got to taste the chicken dishes to see
which one he might like and picked the orange chicken.  They sat down with
their food across from one another and James said, "did you just play games
all day on Thursday?"

	Aiden shrugged, "no, I read some too, that one book I got on
Wednesday.  It's pretty cool its about these kids who get stuck back in
time and have to find a way home.  Though the game is more interesting."

	James smiled, "I'm sure it is.  How are you feeling about
Wednesday?"  He had to bring it up, he needed to know what Aiden was
feeling, something to help him put himself at ease.

	Aiden shrugged, "fine."

	James said, "Just fine?"

	Aiden looked up at him and said, "I want to do it again.  I," he
flushed as he said this, "tried rubbing myself last night in the shower but
it just wasn't the same.  I think its because its someone else making me
have the feelings..."  He shrugged and stopped talking.

	James nodded, "I can see that.  I just want to make sure that
you're not uncomfortable."

	Aiden said, "I am, but just because I want you to do it again and I
know that we can't today just like we couldn't yesterday and I have no idea
when we'll ever be able to..."  He trailed off and looked back down at his
food.

	James said, "you understand why I can't just be around your house
all the time after work right?"

	Aiden nodded and said, "yes, I know I just want to."  James could
see it in the boys eyes, his desire, wanting to be with James again. James
was surprised to see it as well.  Honestly he had been afraid that he was
going to make Aiden uncomfortable or hate himself.  Instead apparently the
boy had decided that he liked the sex stuff and wanted to do more of it.

	James reached over and put his hand on the boys smaller one for a
second before moving it away.  Talking about this stuff in public was a
little dangerous, but there was no one around them so he felt it was okay,
but physical contact could cause a lot of issues in a public place.  Though
he was relatively certain that most of the people here probably thought he
was Aiden's father or big brother. "We'll figure something out so we can
have time together again in the future I promise Aiden."  Aiden nodded and
they finished eating.

	Back at the store James parked behind the building and Aiden said,
"what are we doing here?"

	James said, "I just wanted to give you one thing with a promise
that we'd be together again sometime in the future."  He put his hand on
Aiden's chin and turned the boy to look at him as he leaned over and gently
kissed Aiden on the lips.  He let the kiss linger for a moment then he
pulled back and put the car back into drive to park at the front of the
store.

	As they got out of the car Aiden said, "um James... when we are
alone again next time I want to see you too."

	James looked over at him from across the car, "that's not necessary
Aiden."

	He shrugged, "I know its not but it doesn't change the fact that I
want to see you too.  I thought about it yesterday about how I want to know
if I like seeing you naked or not. Also about how I know you want me to
make you feel good too even if you won't admit it."  He flushed a bit then
said, "I'm going to go play Final Fantasy tonight and try to think of
another way for us to be alone again." Then he headed off and James watched
him leave.  His complex feelings for the boy were too hard to deny.  He was
helplessly lost within whatever this was between him and Aiden and James
knew that he wasn't going to let it stop now.

	James knew about sex. He wasn't a virgin. In high school though he
had been a loner and moved around a lot he had also been trying to figure
out what he liked and had slept with a girl and then with a teenage boy.
Neither of them had been what he had sought. He had done some things to
himself as well in seeking pleasure and even tried dating another guy in
his first year of college and let him do stuff to James though James had
barely done stuff to him.

	Thinking about things now, the teenage boy that he had slept with
during his senior year had held his interest because the boy had a brother
who was Aiden's age.  That had been one of the first eye opening moments
for James realizing just how much he desired little boys.  He had told
himself as an adult that he'd never do anything yet now here he was trapped
in the moment of wanting and getting access to one very special wonderful
little boy.

	Still the question remained how to get access to Aiden, how to get
more time alone with him, like real time.  He didn't even have to have sex
with Aiden all he really wanted was to be around the boy some more, to
actually get to spend time with him and not have to worry about someone
finding them, or having to get the boy home by a certain time.  He wasn't
doing anything in particular that afternoon at work when he saw something
and it felt like, seemed like destiny speaking to him.

	He was looking at the mail from the store's mail box and came
across a poster for a Classic Games exhibition and convention being held in
San Antonio the following weekend.  He studied the poster, and an idea just
hit him.  San Antonio was far enough away that if he went there for an all
day convention he wouldn't want to drive back home.  Of course getting
permission from Noel was one thing, but the bigger one would be getting
Aiden's mom to give permission.

	He wouldn't even ask Noel if Aiden's mom wouldn't let him go.
James took a picture of the poster and sent it to Aiden with a text: would
you like to go to something like this?  Would your mom let you? It would
mean leaving Friday and spending two nights in San Antonio.  Then he waited
to see what Aiden's response was.  It was a legitimate thing, he wasn't
only thinking about how it would mean two nights alone in a hotel room with
Aiden or even walking around the city with him since they would have time
to do that as well.  He liked classic games and so did Aiden and it could
also be interesting to introduce the boy to another aspect of classic
games, mainly speed running them.


*



	Aiden was playing Final Fantasy 3 which James had explained to him
was really six in Japan but changed to three in the US.  He had actually
gone online and read about that since he could now on his phone.  Wikipedia
had all kinds of stuff about games on it and he had read up all kinds of
things about Final Fantasy 3.  He was still working on getting his party
members back, he had been disappointed to learn that he hadn't waited long
enough to get Shadow back whom he really liked but he was still just going
to keep going and get the rest of the party back. The game did a good job
of guiding him along and he had more than half of the members back already.

	Lunch with James had been awesome as well, just sitting there
talking with him was really cool.  He liked that James was clearly
interested in him and not just the other stuff.  He was starting to
understand now what these feelings he was having were.  He was attracted to
James and that was why he liked James doing stuff to him, it was why he let
James do the stuff to him.  It was exciting to know that someone else, even
someone older than him was attracted to him.  He had always figured by the
way that Kevin and his gang treated him and how the other kids at school
sort of let them that no one found him nice or attractive.

	He figured now that it might be his quietness, his fears of trying
to make friends that had sort of made others not want to be his
friends. That was why he had decided that in the fall when school started
back in the sixth grade he was going to try and make friends, really make a
friend his own age not that he didn't want to stay friends with James, but
he and James were different kind of friends than the ones that he would
want to make at school.

	He was thinking about that when his phone buzzed with a text from
James. It was this really cool looking poster with Mega Man and Ridley
among other characters from classic games on it and it said it was for a
convention in San Antonio which was about two hours away on Saturday and
Sunday.  It started early Saturday morning and went through Saturday and
part of Sunday but there was a game speed exhibition on Friday afternoon
and that was basically what James was suggesting that they would go to all
of that.

	Aiden texted back: I'll ask and see.  The idea excited him and not
just for getting to actually spend time with just him and James alone
together, but actually seeing the games, meeting people who he was just
learning by being able to be on the internet now played these games for a
living.  He was a little hesitant to ask his mom, not because he was
worried that she would think that he and James were anything like what they
were.  He was positive that his mom had no clue about how their
relationship was.  She figured that they had bonded while James watched him
over their similar love of games and the fact that James was a nice guy.
Like a replacement for the dad that Aiden had never had.

	Still now Aiden hesitated as he didn't know what his mom would
think about this.  Maybe she'd think that Aiden was pestering James into
stuff, or if he told her that James asked him if he wanted to go that she'd
start asking why James wanted to hang out with a kid so much.  Still it
didn't hurt to ask and see where the cards landed.  He saved the picture
and texted it to his mom as she was still at work and said with it: there's
a game convention in San Antonio next weekend and if you say yes James said
he'd take me.

	He expected his mom to say no, he knew his mom well enough to know
that she wasn't going to like the idea of him going to San Antonio with
someone, even though she had trusted that same someone to watch him for a
day this was different.  His mom though texted back: let me talk to James,
and let me think about it. I don't know for sure how I feel about this.
Aiden texted back: okay, but I really want to go there's going to be all
kinds of cool games there and people that play them and maybe other stuff.
His mom texted back: yes but let me think about it and talk to James I want
to make sure that I'm okay with this first.  Aiden just texted back: okay.

	Now it was just honestly a matter of waiting, of seeing what his
mom decided.  HE knew that she was going to call James.  That she might
even tell James by now to stay away from her son but he didn't think she
was going to do that.  Aiden knew his mom pretty well and figured that
there was a good chance that she might see this as a way to get him out of
the house like the book fair thing a few days ago.



*


	James was helping Noel when he got a phone call from Amanda,
Aiden's mom.  He asked Noel, "Can I take this?" Noel nodded and James
stepped into the back to answer, "hello Amanda."  There was sort of a bit
of fear and dread in him at getting a call from Amanda, that she might be
calling to yell at him or tell him in no uncertain terms to stay away form
her son.  "Is something the matter?"

	Amanda sighed a bit as if she wasn't sure what to say then she
said, "so my son sent me this poster for a game convention in San Antonio?
Saying that you were going to it and he wanted to go as well?  I'm guessing
that you were talking about it today when he visited up there?"

	James didn't bother to say that he had sent the picture to Aiden
instead he said, "Yes, I want to go and he seemed interested and so I told
him that if he wanted to go he would need to ask you as it would mean
staying in San Antonio for Friday and Saturday night.  I understand if its
not acceptable, honestly I hesitated suggesting offering it but he's really
interested in stuff like that and I could promise to show him some culture
in the city as well if you want?"

	Amanda laughed and sighed a bit, "that kid, before I make my
decision I want to ask you why do you think Aiden has formed this bond with
you?"

	James leaned back against the wall in the break room and said,
"that's obvious, we're kindred spirits.  I think I told you before he
reminds me of me at his age, and I think he's missing other male
interactions.  Not that you're not enough as his mom but he doesn't really
know what its like to have an older man in his life and that reminds me of
me as well as after my eighth birthday my dad was rarely around."

	Amanda sighed a bit again and said, "yes, I imagine that you and he
can talk about things that he doesn't find comfortable talking about with
his mom.  A part of me is afraid of letting him go with you to this thing.
Not because I don't trust you James, strangely enough I do.  I know that
you'll make sure that my son is okay but its the whole idea of him being in
another city separated from me."

	James said, "I understand, its your decision Amanda.  He'll be okay
not going, or you could come with us if you wanted to."  He didn't want her
to, he wanted a weekend alone with Aiden but he would take even half of
that even if it meant that he only hung out with Aiden and didn't get to be
with him.

	Amanda though chuckled and said, "no thank you, you promise to keep
my son safe? To bring him back in one piece?  To make sure that he calls me
or texts me at least twice a day?"

	James swallowed and said, "yes, I promise to do all of that."

	She said, "okay, I might still change my mind before Friday but for
right now I will let you take Aiden to this convention.  I'll give him some
spending money, you will not put him in a hotel room by himself right?  No
girls over, no late parties, no drinking or drugs?"

	James chuckled himself, "no none of that.  I figured I'd get us a
room with two beds, and I'll make sure that we don't stay out or up too
late as well."  She agreed again and he thanked her before hanging up.
James stayed there leaning on the wall for a moment more and let his breath
out.  He couldn't believe that had actually worked.  Clearly Amanda did
trust him, more than that he could feel it she felt it too that her son had
bonded to him.  James knew that Aiden didn't see him as a father figure but
what he saw James as was kind of complex.  Just like what James saw Aiden
as.

	Asking Noel was easy, he had already been scheduled off for
Saturday and when he promised to take some of their overstock to see if he
could sell it that made it even easier.  Though he had no real intention to
do so and was pretty sure that Noel knew that.  Noel knew what it was like
to be James' age.  Of course James did not tell Noel that he was taking
Aiden with him.  That would just raise too many questions.

	That night as he was at home playing some games on his PC he got a
text from Aiden: my mom said I could go, but that I have to check in with
her twice a day and that I have to listen to whatever you tell me to do.
You're not going to make me do stuff are you?  James had laughed at the
text and sent back: only to brush your teeth and take a shower.  Aiden sent
back: oh, that's okay, just not other stuff. James texted back: you know
the answer to that Aiden.  Remember what I told you that first night.
Aiden texted back: right, see you Monday, and that's one day closer to
Friday and the convention.

	James figured it was going to be a long Monday through Thursday and
he was right.  Those days went slowly, he and Aiden got very little time
alone, though the boy did visit up at the store a few times and one of the
days they went to lunch again and he gave Aiden a new game on Monday,
Secret of Mana as the boy beat Final Fantasy Three.  Friday though did
finally come and that morning James woke up, showered, shaved, packed
clothes for a few days along with some other entertainment like movies and
games before texting Aiden and letting him know to get ready as he was on
his way.  He was going to make it a great three days for him and Aiden...




Fourteen.



	Friday morning he drove over to Aiden's house, parking the car in
the driveway didn't feel all that bad at all.  He felt no guilt at all
getting out of the car either, he was here to take Aiden to a convention
and that was all that there was to it.  Never mind his desires for the
moment.  He walked up to the front door and rang the bell. A moment later
Aiden's mom who had arranged to go into work later in the morning answered
the door.  As he walked in Amanda said, "Aiden's taking his shower. I
helped him pack yesterday.  You're sure that he's not going to get in your
way or anything like that?"

	James shook his head and said, "no he's not going to get in my way.
I really thought this was something the he would enjoy since he likes
playing the older games and I know that you're not really into all of this,
but if you wanted to come with us there's still time."

	He let the offer stand again and Amanda said, "no, I really don't.
Thank you though for the offer.  You will of course protect my son with
your life?"  She made it like a joke, but he knew she was serious.

	James nodded, "I swear that I will.  I also swear that we'll have a
lot of fun and I'll make sure he stays in contact with you as well."  As he
said that Aiden came out from the back of the house dressed in a red
tee-shirt with shorts that were a light white in color with strips of
black.  Seeing the boy with his hair still wet, his light brown eyes
meeting James' own made the older man swallow. It had been a few days since
he had last seen Aiden and the thought to two full nights and three days
alone with him was enough to make James start to rise a bit. "There he is."

	Aiden said, "morning!  Are we ready?"

	James said, "I am, are you ready?"  Aiden grabbed his bag from the
couch and nodded.  Amanda pulled him in for a hug whispering something to
him and told him to be good and listen to James and to not get separated
from him.  Then they were in his car and James had the GPS on to get them
to San Antonio as they pulled out of the subdivision.  James said, "so
there's just one decision you need to make before we get to San Antonio."

	Aiden said, "what's that?"

	"Well the hotel isn't fully booked, I got a room already but if
you're not comfortable sharing one bed I can change it."

	James saw Aiden's cheeks flush red and he said, "no t-that's fine.
I promise I don't snore."

	James laughed, "even if you did Aiden I wouldn't care.  Remember
this is our trip we can go to the convention as much as you want to but we
can also just spend time just the two of us as much as you want to as
well."

	Aiden still flushing said, "even if I want to just spend the whole
time in the hotel room?"

	James looked over at him, "and what would you want to do in the
hotel room?"

	Aiden said, "do naked things with you."  He smiled looking at James
and James smiled back too.  Since that one afternoon of the book fair the
relationship had taken on a more intimate setting.  James tried not to text
things with Aiden but more than once late at night when Aiden's mom was
sound asleep he had spent part of the night just talking to the boy on the
phone while playing video games.  James had abandoned his staunch belief
that he shouldn't do things with Aiden.  If the boy was willing James was
as well.  He trusted Aiden to keep the relationship a secret as it was
required to be.  He also knew that he'd do everything in his power to make
sure that Aiden came out of their relationship feeling positive about it
for the rest of his life.

	At around eleven James got them off of the freeway to get gas at
one of the large rest stop gas stations there were off of the interstate.
After filling the tank the two of them headed inside to get something to
drink, an early lunch and use the restroom.  James waited for Aiden outside
of the restroom and he found that he was watching a boy perhaps a year
older than Aiden and just a bit taller walking around with a man who was
clearly his dad.  The boy had on a baseball uniform, his cleats looked like
they had dirt on them and his pants looked dirty from playing as well.
James felt a desire to take the boy, to feel every inch of him, and then
Aiden was there.

	Instantly he felt a little guilty looking at another boy when he
had one right there that he found quite beautiful.  When Aiden took his
hand while they walked down the aisle picking out some snacks and getting
drinks James felt his desire to do more than just hold Aiden's hand.  If
society wasn't so picky and mean about what was or wasn't allowed he could
actually `date' Aiden.  He shook his head and got a drink walking with
Aiden to check out.  They didn't talk much on the drive, Aiden actually
fell asleep at one point as he had been up about two hours earlier than he
usually was with school being out.

	James pulled into the hotel in San Antonio around two in the
afternoon. As he parked the car Aiden who's head had been on the passenger
window while he slept sat up and rubbed one of his eyes as James laughed a
bit, "I see you're in the land of the living again."

	Aiden flushed and said, "sorry, I guess I was tired."

	James got out of the car stretching and looked over to see the
preteen boy doing the same, Aiden's hair had gotten a little messed up from
the way that he had been sleeping.  James opened the trunk and pulled out
their two bags as he said, "we've got to check in, I think we're on the
third floor, the room's got a balcony too.  We're also across the street
from the convention if you want to go see what's going on there today?"

	Aiden shrugged as they walked into the hotel.  James hand Aiden his
own bag and the boy slung it over his shoulder as James walked up to the
counter and checked them in.  The lady told him that the hotel wasn't fully
booked anymore if he wanted to change rooms for two beds. He had confirmed
online that there were no balcony rooms available so when he asked if there
was one of those with two beds and she said no he said that it was fine as
they really wanted a balcony.  He took their key card and had them make a
second one just to be on the safe side.  In the elevator as they rode up to
the third floor Aiden said, "are people going to think its weird that its
not a two bed room?"

	James shrugged, "no idea, but the no balcony excuse was a good
one."  Aiden nodded and James said, "you want me to carry your bag for
you?"

	He shook his head, "I've got it, I'm not a little kid."

	James studied him and rested his hand on Aiden's shoulder making
him look up at him as he said, "never thought that you were Aiden, I'm just
trying to be a good boyfriend."

	Aiden flushed a bit and shook his head no again and James smiled
squeezing his shoulder as the elevator opened and they walked down the hall
together to the room.  Aiden excitedly at seeing the door said, "can I open
the door?"  James gave him the key card and smiled at how something so
simple made Aiden happy. Aiden put the key-card in in and stepped into the
room.  The room was fairly large with a flat screen television on one wall,
a dresser underneath it. A few chairs at a table and a couch against the
wall by the television.  The bathroom had a full shower which surprised
James.  The bed was a large king sized bed easily big enough for both of
them with a night stand on either side.  The balcony was large with two
chairs and a table on it and looked out over towards the front of the hotel
and at the streets where people walked by.

	Aiden put his bag down on the bed and walked to the sliding door
that led out to the balcony and opened it walking outside and looking
around.  James put his bag down as well and walked outside too standing
behind Aiden and putting his hands on the boys shoulders stroking them.
Feeling Aiden rest against him a bit his hand stroking the boys shoulders,
made James start to rise a bit. He was alone with Aiden, absolutely alone.
No one was going to come home early and find them in Aiden's room together
or his apartment.  No one was going to tell them a time to get Aiden home
by.  They were actually alone here, just the two of them.  James said, "how
are you feeling?"

	Aiden looked up at him, his light brown eyes meeting James' own
darker eyes. "nice," he turned around and looked up at James, "I could feel
it when you started to grow when I leaned back against you."

	James swallowed, "did it make you uncomfortable?"

	Aiden flushed shaking his head, "no... do I always make you grow
like that?  I mean when we're together is it always stiff?"

	James led Aiden back into the hotel room and closed the balcony
blinds as he sat in one of the chairs by the table in the room.  Aiden sat
on the couch that was between the chairs looking at James. "not always.
Sometimes I think about how beautiful you are and I get stiff.  Sometimes
just touching you even briefly will make me get stiff it all depends on
what I'm feeling."

	Aiden said, "I don't I mean it feels nice to hold your hand and
when you touch me that feels nice too but it doesn't make me get an
erection.  I do think that you're um nice to look at too but that doesn't
make me either..."

	James said, "I'd be surprised if you did.  You're new to all of
this and its hard to say what you might really desire. It's why I let you
guide our relationship because what you want is more important than what I
want right now."

	Aiden said, "but I like it when you touch me, I mean the two times
both times I got stiff because you were touching me and making me feel nice
so I know that's why I get stiff...."

	James moved sitting down on the couch next to him, "of course you
do Aiden, you're feeling good, that's what happens when you feel good.  Its
the reaction that all boys have. The biggest reason why I get stiff is that
touching you even briefly is for me a dream that I never imagined coming
true.  I'm physically attracted to you. You are also attracted to me just
not in the same way that I am to you.  That's okay and you're probably
feeling something different than I am right now and that's okay too.  Right
now what do you want to do?"

	He could see Aiden thinking about it, looking over and up at him,
"I'm not sure, part of me wants to go across the street and see the
convention stuff. Another part of me wants you to kiss me again and make me
feel good, and another part of me is curious about what we're talking
about."

	James said, "What do you mean?"

	Aiden shrugged, "I'm curious what you look like."  He flushed,
"I've felt it before, through your jeans or pants, felt it grow, felt it
already stiff but I don't know I kind of want to see it."

	James nodded, "You're curious?"

	Aiden flushed, "yes, is it weird that I am?  I mean its just a
penis I already know what they look like I've seen my own."

	James smiled, "true enough, but just like all girls every boy looks
different too and I am older than you so you know there's going to be a
size difference."

	Aiden said, "yes and I'm curious about that too."

	"Are you?"  Aiden nodded and James said, "so of those choices which
one do you want to do more?"


*


	Aiden appreciated that James didn't rush him, he didn't make him
answer right away.  He sat there with him on the couch in the hotel room
and let Aiden think about it.  Since the trip had been planned the weekend
before Aiden had thought about nothing but it.  He had played some games
and did other stuff, even went up Voltage Games to mess with James a bit
and talked with him on the phone nightly after his mom was asleep.  Aiden
knew that he should probably feel bad about having this big secret with
James but in reality he liked having it.

	Aiden liked that when he walked into Voltage Games James would look
at him, and seek him out.  He'd talk with him about games or some TV show
that he was watching and he never got bored, he'd listen to Aiden talk, and
talk back with him too.  The interaction was a big thing, the fact that
James was attracted to him helped and Aiden was starting to understand now
what that meant.  It wasn't only about the sex stuff.  James had loved
touching him, and Aiden knew that he wanted more than that too but he
wasn't rushing to get Aiden to give him more.  He was fine going at Aiden's
own pace.

	Out on the balcony though as he had leaned back against James he
had felt it, felt the way that James started to grow and again that had
driven his own curiosity.  He had been wondering about it for a little bit,
each time that he would hug James he would sometimes feel it and when they
kissed in secret a few times when James took him to lunch he knew that it
had grown then too.  James didn't press the issue though and that was why
Aiden now realized that he wanted to see it.  He had come to it on his own.

	Aiden looked over at James and after a few minutes of thought said,
"if you'll let me I want to see you like you saw me."

	James said, "you're sure you want to?  There's no rush to things
here Aiden I'm fine just us going and looking at games... or the city or
anything else.  Don't let the fact that I get an erection make you think
that you have to do anything."

	Aiden said, "I know, that's why I want to see it because its my
decision. You're letting me decide and that's what I want to do."

	He saw James study him for a moment then he said, "Okay, do you
want me to undress?"

	Aiden flushed, he felt his cheeks heat and he said, "no, I want to
take it out myself."

	James nodded and said, "do you want me to stand up?"  Aiden shook
his head and James leaned back on the couch.  "I'm going to sit here, you
do what you want to."

	Aiden swallowed a bit and said, "thanks."  He realized as he
thought about what he was going to do that he was starting to stiffen a
bit. The idea of seeing James did excite him.  The young boy moved so that
he was on his knees before James and James scooted a bit so that Aiden
could have an easier time.  Aiden put his hands on James' jeans and moved
one of them over the center of the jeans, he could feel the adult's
erection through the jeans, it was big under his hand he decided and he was
a bit nervous but not so much that he didn't want to do this.

	He found the button and realized that taking someone else's clothes
off wasn't as easy as taking his own off.  He managed to get the button
undone and James helped by leaning back again on the couch.  Aiden pulled
at the zipper, hearing the sound of it going down in the mostly quiet hotel
room.  He finished with the zipper and James helped him by standing up a
bit so that Aiden could pull the jeans down.  He swallowed though when he
saw it in James' boxer-briefs.  He could make out the shape now as James
sat back down on the couch.

	The boxer-briefs were a dark blue with a black trim and the shape
of him inside was obvious.  James didn't have much hair on his legs, like
his chest and stomach they were mostly hairless Aiden noticed.  His eyes
went to James' underwear though, the shape of the clear bulge that was his
erection encased in there.  It was bigger than Aiden had thought, he
swallowed and James said, "we don't have to go any further Aiden."

	Aiden shook his head a bit and said, "I want to see it."  James
nodded and let Aiden continue.  Aiden put his hand on the erection, wanting
to feel what it was like inside of the briefs first.  Like his own he could
feel the stiffness and yet the softness of it as well under his fingers.
It was larger than his own, longer, Aiden wasn't great with lengths but he
put it around six inches. It was thick though, thicker than two of his
fingers put together, maybe almost as thick as three.  He put his hands on
the elastic band of the underwear and pulled at them as he pulled it out
and down James popped out.

	Aiden stopped looking at it.  He had thought really had that seeing
another persons even an older adult's penis would be the same as seeing his
own, but it wasn't.  It wasn't just the thickness of it, James was clearly
thicker and longer than Aiden considering that he was also older, more
taller, and gone through puberty already that didn't surprise Aiden.  It
was twitching a bit, Aiden's own penis did that, he knew how the organ got
stiff having taken a basic sex education class earlier in the year.  Still
seeing it wasn't like seeing his own.  The head was just exposed, as the
skin wasn't pulled back all the way but there also wasn't a lot of foreskin
as he could easily pull at it and the rest of the head would be out.  Which
was unlike his own as he had a lot more foreskin.

	The shaft was long too, he was easily six inches, compared to
Aiden's much smaller barely three, and the thickness, Aiden was sure he
could get his hand around it but it wouldn't close all the way like it did
on his own smaller pole. There was hair around the base, but not a huge
amount, and the balls had a bit of hair on them too but not so much that it
was really hairy.  Those were bigger too and he noticed from the pee-hole a
little bit of clear liquid had seeped out.

	Aiden studied it sitting on his knees in front of James on the
couch.  James' jeans and underwear both at his ankles.  Aiden looking up at
his face said, "can I touch it?"

	James said, "do you want to?"  Aiden nodded, "then yes of course
you can Aiden, this is all what you want remember that."  Aiden flushed but
knew that James was right.

	He reached out with a hand and circled it around the middle of the
shaft, feeling the warmth, the hardness, the softness as well as it was a
muscle and skin not a bone.  "what's the stuff coming out of the top?"  He
pointed with his other hand to the bit of mostly clear liquid that had
leaked out.

	James said, "pre-cum, its a bit of what comes before the real
stuff.  You know about that right?"

	Aiden nodded, "yeah we took sex ed, they told us about how boys
have stuff come out of their penis that goes inside of the girl to make a
baby.  Most of the boys and girls laughed about the way that our teacher
described it."

	James said, "well one day when you're older you'll have the same
thing, its not just about making babies though.  Its what happens when a
guy has an orgasm, you experienced it those other times the difference is
that you just dry cum, noting comes out so you can keep going but for me
for a bit after I have to rest."

	Aiden thought about that and said, "could I make that happen?"

	James smiled, "do you want to make it happen?"  Aiden nodded then
James said, "just stroke it like you are and it'll happen, the feeling of
you doing it at least this time will be more than enough."  Aiden nodded
and wrapped his hand back around the middle of the shaft.  He sat there on
the floor holding James' penis, rubbing the length of it getting the feel
for it in his hand as he stroked on it.  James leaned back more on the
couch and pulled his shirt up and off as he said, "its going to be soon
you'll be able to tell when its going to happen.. try using your other hand
as well to rub my balls..."

	Aiden swallowed and put his other hand out, resting them on James'
sack, he could feel the two large balls in his fingers, the shape of them
through the skin of th older man's scrotum. He was gentle with them,
knowing how much it hurt to be handled there roughly.  He stroked the shaft
though getting a better feel for it, more of a rhythm going as he moved his
hand up the length and back down moving the skin with him as he stroked it.
He shifted a bit so that he could lean in more and watch as he did Aiden
said, "is it about to happen?"

	James was breathing a little harder Aiden noticed as he said,
"yes... keep doing that. Go a little faster... like that... its
going... here it comes..."  Aiden felt it happen, there was a surge in the
shaft, this feeling of it spasming and jerking a bit and then it just shot
out of the head.  He watched as the first bit was just a little but the
next load was a huge jet that shot up onto James' stomach.  It was white
and looked a little thick as more of it shot out. Aiden kept stroking it as
more of the stuff shot out and it as it stopped shooting he slowly moved
his hand off of it.  There was a mess of stuff on James' stomach, white
spend that had shot out.  Aiden noticed that the penis was starting to
soften a bit as well as a last little bit leaked out of the head.


*


	The feeling of Aiden's hand circling around his penis was almost
enough to send James to the edge.  The preteen boys hand was small and soft
against his shaft as he warped his hand around it and stroked him.  The
boys inexperience at stroking someone else, of feeling something as big
just added to the feelings growing in James.  He wanted more than just
touch but as this was the first time that Aiden had ever seen him let alone
touched him it was more than enough for James.  Also the fact that James
had never felt a boy that was just ten year old touching him was enough to
send him cumming within a matter of minutes.

	It helped that Aiden was holding him tightly while stroking and
rubbing on the skin, pulling it back and then up again with gaining
confidence. The boy was biting his bottom lip like he did sometimes when he
was concentrating and it only added to the pleasure of what was happening.
Then it did happen he came for the lovely ten year old boy shooting his
seed and watching as Aiden watched it happen.  After as it passed he said,
"get me a towel from the bathroom..."  Aiden got up and went to get one
coming back a moment later for James to clean up his mess.

	He had dreamed of doing things with a preteen boy around Aiden's
age since he had been a teenager and now he had done it and he wanted to
more, much more to Aiden.  He wanted Aiden to be his everything. He knew
that the chance of him ever getting another preteen boy to do anything with
him as he got further into his twenties was unlikely to happen so he was
taking this shot especially since Aiden was clearly willing and wanting.
Aiden sitting down next to him while James put his underwear and jeans back
on said, "it does that every time?"

	James said, "yes, well I mean every time I have an orgasm."

	Aiden flushed, "that seems inconvenient."

	James laughed, "it can be, but it feels really good, when you had
your orgasm it felt really good too right?" Aiden nodded and James said,
"well then there you go..."

	Aiden looked over at him, "is there besides me stroking it is there
other things you want me to do with it?"

	James said, "there are but they're not necessary Aiden."

	He said, "I know that they're not, but I mean but you want to put
your mouth on my penis right?" James nodded, they had already had this
discussion, "so that means that you probably would like me to try sucking
on yours too right?"

	James put his arm around Aiden's shoulders and kissed the side of
the boys head, "perhaps one day yes Aiden but only when you're comfortable
with it and not before.  Then we'll discuss what comes after that what
other things we can do but only if we get that far. Right now lets just
have a fun weekend together okay?" Aiden nodded in agreement and rested his
head on James' shoulder as James said, "how about if we go see the town for
a bit?  Get some dinner?"

	Aiden said, "Sure, that sounds nice."

	James stood and took Aiden's hand pulling the young boy up off of
the couch as he said, "we could have a proper date."

	Aiden smiled, "only the two of us will know its a date."

	James laughed and put his arm around Aiden's shoulders again
pulling him into his side, "that's what makes it fun!  Our own secret
date."



Fifteen



	They took the car down to the river walk which Aiden was surprised
to learn was this huge stretch of the city that surrounded the San Antonio
River.  It was truly amazing really the young boy thought looking up and
around at all of it, they passed restaurants shops, other people just
walking down the streets, there were boats that offered tours.  As they
walked James said, "I used to come here when I was younger, hasn't really
changed in the eight years or so since I was last here.  There's a
restaurant up the way here, just a bit off of where we are right now that
should be nice to eat at."

	Walking by him Aiden held James' hand the feel of his fingers
entwined felt nice.  His mind would sometimes still go back to earlier, to
the hotel room. Seeing James naked didn't bother him he was finding,
actually if anything it had kind of thrilled him seeing all of James.  It
was strange to realize that he might have actually enjoyed looking at James
naked, but a part of him was curious about other things, like maybe what a
girl would look like naked now that he had seen what a boy looked like in
the same state.  He realized as well that another part of him wanted to see
James naked again, he was thrilled at the prospect of them sleeping
together.

	As they headed up a walkway Aiden said, "you came here a lot?"

	James nodded, "yeah, when I was a kid we lived here up until my
eleventh birthday.  My mom got a job that took us to Corpus and she still
lives there but I'm in Austin for school.  Might even stay there to teach
when I graduate."

	Aiden said, "what are you going to college to teach?"

	James shrugged, "fifth grade English and history both.  Come on its
right here."  They walked up the stairs coming to a restaurant, it looked
like a simple country kitchen but the food did smell really good as they
stepped up to wait on a table.  It was still a little early in the
afternoon before most of the dinner rush would really be there so it didn't
talk long for them to get a seat outside, sitting outside was different.
They sat on a section of the restaurant that over looked the river and you
could see the tour boats coming and going.

	They sat at a small table that was designed just for two people and
the waiter brought them a basket of cornbread and took their drink orders
of which both of them only ordered water. As he was leaving Aiden said, "I
didn't remember you were going to college for that but now that you said it
I did remember..."

	James smiled, "what did you think I was going to college for?"

	Aiden shrugged, "I don't even know if I knew you were going to
college.  I just thought you were I dunno into video games, reading, and um
me."  He flushed a bit at the last part.

	James nodded, squeezed his hand once, handed him a cornbread muffin
said, "lets not talk about that here okay?"  Aiden nodded and James said,
"I've known that I wanted to teach since I was in my last year of high
school.  It gives me a chance to be around kids and I like being around
them.  What I told you before was the truth I never intended this to
happen."

	Aiden said, "yeah I know. I didn't either.  I don't know what I
want to do."

	James smiled, "there's no reason why you should know, you've got
plenty of time to figure it out Aiden.  You're young enjoy being young."

	Aiden studied him, looking over at him then said, "you are too."
It was true, Aiden was realizing that now.  The more he got to know James
the more he realized that though James was ten years older than him he was
still really young too.  He was ten years younger than Aiden's own mom for
example and though Aiden had a difficult time understanding why James was
attracted to him and liked being with him he was finding that he was glad
that James was both of those things.  It had never occurred to Aiden until
meeting James that he was lonely.  That not having any friends meant that
he didn't have anyone to confide in.  James though he knew was there for
him.  The kissing and more was because Aiden and James both had a lot more
complex feelings for one another than just being friends Aiden could see
that now.

	James looking at him said, "what are you thinking about over
there?"

	Aiden flushed realizing that he had been holding the muffin for a
few minutes now and the waiter had even brought them drinks.  Aiden
shrugged, "just stuff." James didn't ask him what kind of stuff, like his
mom would have.  He didn't try to drag it out of him, he just let Aiden
think about stuff until he was ready to talk about it.  "Do you think that
I should try harder to make friends?"

	James was quiet for a bit, Aiden was afraid that he had said
something wrong but then James said, "yes, not everyone in your new school
is going to be like that boy Kevin or his friends.  You need someone in
school with you, a real friend that you share things in common with."

	Aiden after a bit still studying the muffin said, "but I have you.
I could tell you anything.  If I made a new friend I couldn't tell them
about you...."

	James touched his arm briefly, "lets table that Aiden, lets eat and
we'll talk about it back in the hotel room."

	Aiden looked up at him, "a-are you mad?"

	James smiled and said, "no, if I could Aiden I'd talk with you
about all of that right now but we're not somewhere safe to talk about it.
Just one person overhearing one thing..."

	Aiden nodded knowing that James was right.  The waiter came back
then and they ordered food ans as the man left Aiden said, "what kind of
games do you think they'll have at the convention tomorrow?  Do you think
we'll be able to play any?" He felt like changing the conversation was the
right way to go about things for now.

	James said, "I'm sure we'll be able to play some stuff.  It's a
classic games convention but there's also some indie game stuff going on
and some online streaming stuff too."

	"What are indie games?"  He knew what online streaming was, the
first few days after getting his phone he had been looking online for
videos on how to do something in Final Fantasy three when he had stumbled
upon something called Twitch. Where you could literally watch other people
play video games live.  He'd already watched a few streams and found them
to be kind of entertaining.

	He knew that James would know what an Indie game was.  James said,
"indie games are games developed by small independent publishers.  So for
example Final Fantasy 3 was made by Squaresoft a really big publisher that
can put out lots of games a year.  This game," he pulled out his phone and
pulled up something and handed it to Aiden.  It was a youtube video of a
game called Hyper Light Drifter, "is an indie game developed by either a
small force of people or one person sometimes."

	Aiden watched the video as the waiter brought their food and after
it ended said, "that games looks really cool but I don't think it plays on
my super Nintendo."

	James laughed, "no it doesn't.  It plays on computer or some other
new game systems that are out there.  Independent developers though either
get their games funded by kick-starters or from their own pockets, or from
someone who wants to help them.  Then sometimes the game gets picked up by
big studios when it comes out and is really popular so it can get
distrusted even more than what a small independent developer can do."

	Aiden thought about that as he ate.  They talked a little more
about games and such as they finished eating and then the waiter brought
the check which James paid.  As they were walking back towards the car
Aiden said, "what if I wanted to do that?"

	"Do what?  I'm not a mind reader Aiden."

	Aiden flushed just a bit, he was glad it was getting darker so that
James couldn't see him flushing as he said, "you know, design video games."

	James looked over at him and said, "do you want to?"

	Aiden shrugged, "I dunno, I mean its not like I really can I'm only
ten."

	James after a moment found his hand and pulled Aiden closer to him
as they were about half a foot apart from one another.  He put his hand on
Aiden's shoulder and squeezed just a bit, "of course you can, if you know
what you want to do then you can by all means work towards it. You might
find that you don't want to do it one day but right now you have the chance
to learn about all the stuff you need to know in how to make games."

	Aiden thought about that, looking up at James as they started
walking again, "I do like learning stuff."  James laughed and Aiden smiled
too.  The car ride home was actually quite and Aiden realized that his mind
was going back to the first part of the conversation at the restaurant.
Even the elevator ride was quiet.

	As they stepped into the hotel room it was quiet until James sat
down on the couch and said, "do you still want to talk about what we
started to talk about at dinner?"

	Aiden shrugged and sat down too softly he said, "I don't know.  It
felt like I was right though and that was uncomfortable."

	He looked over at James and saw that there was a bit of sadness in
his eyes as he said, "how was it uncomfortable?"

	Aiden was quiet for a moment then said, "sometimes I want to tell
the whole world that I have feelings for you.  A lot of times I want to
tell my mom that I do, that you do too, tell her that you'd never hurt me."
He shrugged looking up at James, feeling his need to unburden the thoughts
that had been circulating in his head for the past few days, "I wish that
you kissing me or holding me didn't have to be a secret."

	James nodded and gently put his arm around Aiden's shoulder. It
took him a moment to realize that he needed that.  He sort of leaned into
James, resting his head on the older mans shoulder as James stroked the
side of his arm, "I wish that too a lot of times Aiden.  Since I was in
high school I've had these feelings and desires.  I came close once with a
boy on my street in my freshman year, but I was afraid to do more than just
kiss him a few times.... One day when you're older you'll be able to have
the kind of relationship where you don't have to go around hiding it."

	Aiden leaning in against James said, "I'd rather just keep having
one with you."

	James softly said, "you're going to want to have other ones Aiden.
I'm going to want you to have them."  He moved sitting on the table in
front of the couch and took Aiden's hands surprising him a bit.  He looked
up and over at James. There was something in James' eyes that made Aiden
realize that James was really hurting and Aiden realized that he wanted to
make James not hurt.  He thought about kissing him but he could tell that
James wanted to tell him something and that something was what was hurting
James.  "I told you before about my feelings for boys your age, my
desires." Aiden nodded, "one day you're not going to be a boy Aiden."

	Aiden swallowed, "and you'll stop wanting to be my friend?"

	James shook his head and squeezed Aiden's hands in his own, "no
Aiden.  I'm not going to stop wanting to be your friend ever.  This might
be hard for you to understand and you might not be able to honestly but I'm
going to try.  Right now I am attracted to you, deeply so, you have all of
the things that I find attractive, the right kind of body, the right kind
of mind, the right personality.  You're the kind of kid that I want to take
care of, nurture, be there for but I'm also clearly attracted to you in a
way that most of society considers wrong."

	Silence passed in the room.  Aiden thought about this, really
taking in what James was saying.  Understanding sort of the reason why
James looked pained by the conversation that Aiden had started at dinner.
"I like that you're attracted to me that way though... It doesn't feel
wrong and I want to tell the world that it doesn't..."  James started to
say something but Aiden continued, "I know I can't. I know that people say
its bad that my mom wouldn't like you if I told her that you and I kissed
and that I touched your penis or that you touched mine... but one day you
won't want to be have that kind of a relationship with me anymore?"

	James nodded once briefly and touched Aiden's cheek, "you won't
either Aiden. One day you'll want to have a relationship like this with
someone your own age or around it.  You'll want things that I can't give
you and that's okay, it should be that way. What I can offer you right now
is that I can take care of you, I can be your friend and you can tell me
anything you want to even if you go back to school in the fall and find a
new friend or someone you like more than a friend.  I can offer you the
promise as well that I will always be your friend and you can come to me
with anything even after the sexual part of our friendship ends.  I'm not
going to stop loving you because you get older its just going to change in
how I love you..."

	Silence filled the room.  James' hand still rested on his shoulder,
the other one holding his hand. Softy Aiden said, "y-you love me?"  his
heart beat faster, his body felt warm at hearing that.  He had never
considered that was what this feeling was he had inside of him.

	James moved his hand back up and stroked Aiden's cheek again, it
was comforting and inviting, he wanted James to kiss him he realized, "yes
Aiden I love you."

	Aiden flushed and said, "me too... I love you too."  James stroked
his jawline with his fingers and Aiden said, "w-would you... I mean if you
want to... could you... I want something but I don't know..."

	James leaned over and gently kissed his lips, "just ask me Aiden."

	The kiss, the words were enough. "I want you to make me feel that
you love me... is that right?"

	James laughed and said, "you want me to..." he smiled, "I can do
that if you want..."  Aiden nodded and James stood from the table holding
one of Aiden's hands and pulled him gently towards the bed.  The sun had
mostly set outside now just a cool light from it filtering into the hotel
room as James and Aiden lay down on the bed together.  James kissed his
lips softly, "if anything I do is uncomfortable just tell me and I'll stop.
This is about you Aiden not me, you're the one in control I don't go past
what you're comfortable with."

	Aiden swallowed and said, "I know you won't...."  He didn't feel
nervous at all as James leaned over, as Aiden lay on his back James lay on
his side, his lips meeting Aiden's the young boy liked the feeling of
James' lips connecting to his own as his hand rested on Aiden's stomach
above his shirt.  James didn't move quickly, it took a few moments for his
tongue to press between Aiden's lips and find his own tongue.  The first
time this had felt strange to Aiden now it felt amazing.  James' hand
slipped under Aiden's shirt, the feeling of the adult's fingers sliding
over his stomach, stroking his flesh there made Aiden's breath quicken.

	He couldn't quite explain what it was that made him feel pleasure
from the way that James touched him.  He imagined that if anyone he cared
about like he found he did James did this he would probably love the feel
of it.  The feeling of James moving down, his lips meeting Aiden's neck
made his penis twitch in his shorts.  He could feel James' lips kissing on
his neck, his hand sliding down over his shorts, finding him through them.
The moment that James gently circled his hand over Aiden's crotch area the
young boy felt his penis twitch again as it grew to full erection in those
shorts.

	James moved his hand up to the top of the shorts, undoing the
button.  Aiden closed his eyes as he felt James pulling the zipper down on
his shorts, his hand now sliding over the shape of Aiden in his underwear.
Through his briefs he could feel James' hand stroking him, rubbing the
length of him with his fingers.  James moved now taking hold of Aiden's
shorts and pulling them down so that he was only in his briefs now from the
waist down.

	The feeling of James' lips on his stomach kissing him there as he
lifted his shirt a little was the next thing that Aiden felt as he again
closed his eyes and relaxed back on the bed.  He felt James' fingers on his
legs, rubbing over his upper thighs, his fingers rubbing over him in his
briefs again, the feeling of them rubbing his balls through the underwear.
Aiden felt a little groan in the back of his throat as he felt James
pulling at his briefs sliding them down to reveal all of him from the waist
down.  Aiden opened his eyes looking down at James who was holding one of
his legs.  When James began to stroke his leg the young ten year old closed
his eyes and relaxed feeling the wonder of James massaging his legs.

	He felt it as James' hands moved up further, rubbing over his legs,
stroking them gently and then a bit more firmly.  Between his legs Aiden
could feel his penis twitching a bit, that little bit of him that had just
learned it could be pleasured by someone else in such amazing ways was
twitching with its desire to be touched again.  The anticipation though was
far better than the actual moment. The feeling when James gently cupped his
balls his fingers rubbing along them made Aiden release a large sigh of
pleasure.  The feeling of James' fingers stroking the length of his penis,
pulling the skin back, gently massaging him with two fingers made him sigh
again as well.

	Aiden's eyes opened wider when he felt something wet slide along
the exposed head, right on the little opening of his penis.  He looked down
and felt his penis twitch even more as the tongue again ran over the head.
"oh.."  he said realizing what James was about to do.

	James looked up at him, "should I stop?"  Aiden shook his head, he
was helplessly caught up in the pleasure that the older man could give him.
When he felt the tongue slide over the head again Aiden leaned back and
closed his eyes letting the moment wash over him.  Next he felt James
licking the length of him, his lips on his sack.  When James drew his small
sack into his mouth Aiden gasped and pressed up a bit.  The feeling of
James sucking on his balls, applying pressure to them but not too hard made
Aiden groan a bit.  Never had he imagined that those two little bits of him
that could get hurt so easily could feel pleasure like this. Then James'
lips were on the head of Aiden's penis, the feeling of them pressing down
on it of James drawing him into his mouth made Aiden groaned.

	His entire body was filled with the fire now that James had given
to him.  He could feel it consuming him.  The first time these feelings had
washed over him his fear had been paramount, he had been scared about them
and also scared about them not ending.  Now he knew how it worked he no
longer feared having an orgasm, he knew that he was in good hands with
James, that James would take care of him during and after it.  The feeling
of his shaft being pulled into the warmth of James' mouth made Aiden gasp
again and hold onto the sheets of the bed.

	He could feel it with every inch of his body when his orgasm hit
him and his little penis twitched and jerked in James' mouth as he kept
sucking on it.  Aiden gasped with the feeling, his fingers tightly holding
the sheet he cried out, "oh.... w-wow!"  His entire body cried out with him
as his orgasm came more intense than it had before.  The feeling of the
pressure that James had applied to his penis. Of how his mouth sucked on
it, how his fingers stroked his balls, the intense build up that James had
given him before just rocked his little body as Aiden came.



*


	The moment James pulled Aiden's briefs down he had known that he
was about to suck on Aiden.  His desire to be with the boy was unmatched.
After their talk James knew that Aiden was still processing things but the
young boy wanted James to show him how much he loved him.  James gave in of
course, his desire to be with the boy was undeniable.  This was his one
shot, his one chance to be with a preteen boy and he would do everything in
his power to not mess it up.  He would protect this boy with his own life,
and protect his heart as best as he could, but he hadn't lied when he said
that he would care for Aiden forever.

	Seeing Aiden before him, feeling the little boys legs as he ran his
hands over them, stroking his thighs, his fingers sliding over that little
bit of Aiden, rubbing the three inches, pulling the skin back as he leaned
over and ran his tongue over the head feeling Aiden's penis twitch and his
little moans escaping his lips.  James after asking gently ran his tongue
over the head again. Finding that little opening that led into the
penis. He flicked his tongue over it a few times and Aiden gasped and
groaned, pressing up to his mouth.

	James ran his tongue along the length, tasting Aiden's skin on his
tongue, sliding down further along the shaft to the boys scrotum.  He used
his hand to press them up a bit, to see the shape of the two small balls.
He gently ran his tongue over the sack. He could taste a bit of salty sweat
probably from their walking and this part of him being trapped in briefs.
He licked over them again, pulling the sack into his mouth, sucking gently
but using his mouth to apply pressure as well.  He could hear Aiden
groaning a bit as he slipped his mouth off of the sack after a moment.

	He moved back up, taking the little bit of Aiden into his mouth,
drawing the three inches in, slowly pressing down on it with his mouth.
Sucking to apply pressure.  In his own jeans he was throbbing, but this was
about Aiden James' own desire did not matter.  He would let the little boy
be as selfish as he needed to be. He sucked on the shaft, drawing all of it
into his mouth, feeling it throbbing a bit as he used his fingers to stroke
the sack again, feeling those two little nuggets.  Aiden called to him when
it happened, his little penis began spasming, little twitches of dry cum as
it tried in vain to shoot stuff out as the boys ball sack constricted a
bit, his little body arriving at orgasm.

	James slipped his mouth off of the boy when the twitching lessoned,
he pulled at the sheets on the bed getting them down with Aiden moving just
a bit.  Then James moved sliding up beside Aiden, gently pulling the
preteen into his arms. Aiden snuggled in his arms instinctively his smaller
body melting against James as he held him.  He pulled the covers over both
of them, pulling the boy in closer, holding him gently stroking his back as
Aiden recovered.

	After a bit James said, "you okay?"

	Aiden snuggled a bit more, his could feel the boys breath on his
chest, "yes," His voice was a bit muffled as his face was against James'
chest. "S-should I do some..."

	James interrupted him, "shh there is no give and take here Aiden I
don't require anything other than making you feel good."

	Aiden against him said, "but I could..."

	"Later..."  He stroked the boys back and could feel that Aiden was
drifting off into sleep now.  He gently continued to stroke Aiden's back as
the boy fully drifted and fell asleep.  The feeling of holding him, of
knowing that he didn't have to get up and move or leave was amazing.  James
never wanted to stop holding this boy now, he begged for this evening to
never end. Begged that he'd never have to let go of Aiden.  He knew that
the night would end though, that they would have to face another day
tomorrow.  But for tonight and hopefully tomorrow night he was going to
have this gift of holding Aiden in his arms and feeling what it was like to
have earned this boys trust and love to the point that he could do this and
care for this boy in such a way.  James slept better than he had in a long
time...



End Part 3

Thus ends part 3.  Part 4 picks up with more Hotel related things and then
moves into the end game.  I am not positive if I will be spliting it into
two parts or not as it all depends on what I need to do to get to the
ending I have in mind.  I always give a warning when I'm close to the
ending of something if its not going to be a totally happy ending.  This
stories ending will be a little bittersweet, there will be some happiness
but also some sadness in it.

Again thanks for reading and please let me know any thoughts you have on
this part or any previous part.

I can be reached at: chaosmode00@tutanota.com

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